These songs of desperation, I played them for you

Hello! today is the 9th of February, a few years ago I would be wishing my then bestfriend Happy Birthday but I guess in a sense not anymore as we drifted apart. It's weird how someone who you are so used to and so close at a moment of time can be a distant person, with an opening line of "Haha did you know I used to be close with...."

I hate it when it happens, but I guess we all change. It's like a new door opens after the one closes, somehow or another its a continuous cycle. Life's life. Anyway secondly I would like to wish SU JIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY eventho her birthday is on the 20th :) haha but her party was last Sat. So let the pictures do the talking, I got more but im so lazy to upload as the rest are on the other comp and im stealing the photos of my facebook tee hee!

nom nom nom.. cupcakes!


the birthday girl and her bestfriend :)

birthday girl + me :D


us the sampats hahahahha! minus shirloo!

mega huge pikchur just because I love it.

random note, i hate mosquitos! so annoying while i was typing this there was this damm kao annoying mosquito! the satisfaction of killing it MUAHAHA. okay sorry have a good night!
love love love.

helloo :) it's only a wednesday on the first month of the year, yet it feels like the year has been going on for ages and ages! Welll I didn't manage to update weekly but I will make up for it *proud by posting up photos! haha (another way to con people into thinking i've been blogging *nods).

Anyway it's so odd that I will be turning 17 this year, it's like a part of me still wants to be young but somehow deep down I crave for something more, something along the lines of responsibilities and. I think it's a feeling that most people experience but I don't know. It's so odd that I'll be going to college next year, what memories do I remember?

Actually no what memories can I remember? I wish I had a time capsule to put all the good bits in life in and then store it in a jar and open it years later so I can experience and remember it once again but life isn't like that, we forget. The things we loved tucked away in the corner, the people we loved far away and our mentalities changed. In a way we live life for the moment, the past is the past and the future? well thats not for us to know.

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Okay less emo more fun updates! actually as i write this, today is a Sunday not a wednesday haha just to clear the air :) and not sound like some mindreader predicting future plans. I hate Sundays, it's my time to stone at home and wait for my hokkien drama to go on. Anyway had school the whole week and as per usual school was school. Friday had a good chit chat session with syu haha from guys to deep topics (no not about our dead limp hair) to foooooodd haha. Saturday went to chic pop with lynn and clara and honestly it was a dissapointment!! I expected to be begging for more money to continue my shopping!!! -___- but instead it was the opposite! Barely saw anything i love love love love. But I swear the amount of doc martens and huge tank tops and crazy leggings are totally uncountable! It's like lookbook came to life hahaha.

Anyway to end the post with a super act cute picture of myself ^_^ and lynn of course ^_^!

Halo

HELLO!
haha first post in 2010 :)!

So it's 2010. I don't know what to say! hahaha really I can't put my finger on whether it will be a good year or not, but i hope it will be!

2009 was defintely a year to remember from moving back to Malaysia to making new friends to new experiences. I wish I could do a monthly countdown thingy where I say the highlights of the months, actually no weeks :) but unfortunately my memory is worse than a goldfish's ahhaha wtf.

I didn't make any new years resolutions this year because I didn't even follow a single one last year! Like I swear I made at least 10 but I didn't even follow a single one! but this year I will make one hehehe for the blog! I will blog at least once a week, so I can remember my highlights for year 2010.

Had a good catch up session with eddie after 238209 years! followed by dinner with lynn and eddie of course haha. Followed by "relaxing" moments hahahah! Shit i think that is going to be our new tradition lynn, must resist!!

On a good note I think 2010 got rid of my insomia :D! Now I can barely stay up till midnight anymore, was so so so tired yesterday already eventhough we practically did nothing, let alone stay up till 4 am wasting my time haha.
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Maybe it's because I don't have a reason to anymore.

this is music.

Daddy know's best :)



introducing the new love of my life.

extremely short update!

Haven't blogged in ages so i guess i should update :)

Just came back from Bangkok. fuck i love Bangkok, from the boys to shopping( platinum mall is the new love of my life) bad news is i'm suffering from some stupid stomachache after eating some street food . FML

I wanttt to go overseas next week, like once you have a good time, you're definitely on a roll bb. Staying in your own country is the last thing you want to do like seriously.

So syuuuu ask your mum to let you go singapore next weeekkk!! hello spontaneous trip, goodbye sanity.

Pictures in the next post : )

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Fuckity fuckity fuck. My body is like aching from all the pain :(.
T______________T FML me and my big mouth. If i didn't see 1000000 satay stalls in bangkok, I wouldn't have been curious and if I wasn't curious, I wouldn't have ate 2 of the shittiest satay I have ever ate in my life eventho one was pork wtf haha. If I didn't eat the two satays and listened to my dear dad, I wouldnt suffer from about 50 I told you so's and the worst stomach ache of my life hurhur : (.

Is it me or am I some stomachache/food poisoning magnet. A month without food poisoning/stomachache would be the day the world ends.. wth *touchwood*

I don't know and the best part of it all is I spend the whole night in the toilet and I can't even take a crap or vomit even with the constant nausea, I think at one point I spent awhil sleeping on the toilet floor because it was too painful to lie down in my bed.

This is what you do at 2.48 am when you're at home and suffer from insomia.

a) go on skype (with eddie eventho he's busy camwhoring :P)

b) create a masterpiece

Sometimes a crime of passion is not realizing the passion in time.

Today is a happy post :) because I finally took the time to upload the pictures from my phone! So pictures time! Oh before I start. . .commercial break haha wtf like the cinemas!

Everyone should watch pushing daisies! I swear it's the best show ever, it's like my favourite show at the moment. It's even better than food (mind you this is a very elusive sentence!) 8) so it must be good! If you are guilty of liking the following this is the series for you.

colourfulcheck quirky check good one liners check did i mention quirky and cute?
eventhough its about a pie maker bringing dead people back to life.. haha wtf. Anyway just go watch it, I need someone to get excited with me :D and and watch it with me :D

Okay this picture is very significant, it plays a large role on what I'm going to tell you.
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This is the road between curve and my house. Spot the puddle on the road and the miserable sky, it was a wonderful day with sunshine and butterflies *cough. What is the possibility of someone recognizing you, who you haven't seen in a year in one of the many cars on the road and what is the possiblity of that someone offering you a ride? 1 out of 1000.
There's a story behind this picture, on one fine day me and andrea decided to walk in the rain in our very unnoticable uniform because we hated waiting in the jam. On that day we found out that 2.5 km isn't very near especially when it's raining + bad condition shoes + dangerous puddles of water.


on the way back from melaka i took this picture :) and i love it dearly.


random picture of lynn with bangs ^_____^ HHAHAHA


pedicures don't come cheap lesson number 2 of the day especially ones with patterns. lesson no 3 never go for a pedicure with blisters because they scrub and pour pain in a bottle on your blister.


AHHAHAHA i look like an astronut! succumbed and ended up dyeing my hair a shade lighter.



extra small picture of swollen eye haha wtf. Lesson no 4 if you have swollen eye use warm teabags and it the swell goes down! (this shoulod be ah ma amandas guide to life)

ramdom picture with the bestfrienddd :)

abrupt end to the post. bye :)